I’m learning that it’s not them it’s me
My thoughts make me afraid of what will be
Too afraid to be happy
Fighting against this thing called vulnerability
Truth is I’m wide open
Trying to find a way to plug at least one side of my nose
I’m starting to lose control
But this time it feels so good
So why question if it’s real
Why try to tuck away how I feel
I guess because I’ve been done this road or two
Where I was so caught up in it all
that eventually I felt like a fool
Ignored all of the warning signs
Ignored my gut and my mind
They told me to follow my heart
I want this time to be different
I guess that’s a good place to start….
To be Continued
