Some days I tell myself it’s all worth it

Other days I want to let go and give up

Would I cry so much if I wasn’t on bed rest ?

How do you know when you’ve had enough?

Most days I battle with constant eating and hormones

Everyday I feel alone

Wishing I had someone who truly enjoys doing more than sending texts to my phone

Quality time without my invite

Turns my wrongs to rights

Wish this experience

didn’t feel like a prison sentence

The blessing comes at the end

But this journey ain’t easy

I can’t pretend

Days filled with business and work

Life ends when that sun sets

Body filled with tightness

Mind swims in regrets

My dreams won’t let me forget

Vivid moments feel like reality

Someone please tell me what I can do to comfort me