Some days I tell myself it’s all worth it
Other days I want to let go and give up
Would I cry so much if I wasn’t on bed rest ?
How do you know when you’ve had enough?
Most days I battle with constant eating and hormones
Everyday I feel alone
Wishing I had someone who truly enjoys doing more than sending texts to my phone
Quality time without my invite
Turns my wrongs to rights
Wish this experience
didn’t feel like a prison sentence
The blessing comes at the end
But this journey ain’t easy
I can’t pretend
Days filled with business and work
Life ends when that sun sets
Body filled with tightness
Mind swims in regrets
My dreams won’t let me forget
Vivid moments feel like reality
Someone please tell me what I can do to comfort me