The quest for mother of the year award is one that comes with those days when the weight of the world gets to you. It gets difficult to find your center and stay calm. Most times I can walk away and take a breath. But there are days when I have to fight extra hard in the midst of the storm. I wrote this poem to describe how I feel when I get upset. My goal is to do better….

 

 

Adrenaline surges through her vains

Tingles running through her spine

Vision turns from clear to red

Dark thoughts running rampant in her head

Somebody stop her before she shifts from brown to green

From calm to enraged

Sweet to mean

She holds so much in an attempt to find peace

Someone help her find a healthy release

Or clear the path when she shows the beast!

They say that stress kills

perhaps it’s killing her slowly

gotta get a handle on things before

all beauty is gone

and the beast forever roams free