Let’s just be honest
Let’s just be real
You and I both know the deal
Good timing mixed with similar situations
Can cause you to assume that it’s love or infatuation
We’re both professional pain killers
I know you call me when you need a void filler
You know i call you when i need a healer
The pill is easier to swallow when you don’t resist
The truth I can’t dismiss
I can only give my perspective
i’ve had time to sit still
excuse me if i’m semi reflective
You see
I chose to leave a situation
that equipped me to help my mate
it was lack of communication and trust that left me too full to handle the commitment on my plate
my brain never adjusted
i was unfulfilled
So I left in search of something to help me heal
Someone to understand how I felt
and still feel
someone who would appreciate my flaws and insecurities
Someone who didn’t mind spending time with me
As much as I’ve grown to be addicted to the moments we share
and i truly feel as if you really do care
The reality i must face
I have some healing to do before I allow someone anyone in my space
