by Olivia Moore | Dec 6, 2018 | poems, Poetry, Uncategorized
No one expects him to hurt when the covenant is broken
Stay strong ! Don’t cry ! Not one sad word is to be spoken
Real men don’t hurt
It’s his job to provide and protect the kids and her
But what happens when she walks away?
No one ever asks him if he’s ok
He’s expected to carry on with his day
Don’t forget to take care of the kids
He will figure out how to survive !
Eat sleep and breathe without truly feeling alive !
He’s numb….
So he cries when he’s alone
Wishing
Hoping
Praying that someone would call
Or at least pick up their phone
He’s internally screaming!
He’s crying out!
Someone please help him out!
Misdiagnosed with anxiety and depression
Weed is his only protection
Thoughts temporarily leave him be
He wakes up everyday
Robotic
Hoping to one day be set free
What’s the cure for a broken heart ?
Someone please tell me…
by Olivia Moore | Nov 21, 2018 | Uncategorized
Alone again
Depending on music to save me
Darkness surrounds me
Constantly told that I’m the light
Sometimes that phrase don’t sound right
I have doubts
Some lights burn out
So what do I do ?
What’s the game plan?
Is there a detour route?
Where’s the emergency roadside assistance
I’ve been sending out flares
Is anyone there?
I’m here if you need me
I’m one phone call away
It’s bullshit I say
Most don’t know how to show up for themselves
How the fuck can they show up for me?
Gotta wake up and face reality
I gotta be the light they see for me
But this light is in need of some batteries
Can’t charge myself
guess I gotta connect more with the Earth
Dig a little deeper and truly see my own worth
by Olivia Moore | Nov 20, 2018 | poems, Poetry, Uncategorized
Instead of chasing high vibrations
I’m taking a moment to be in the now
Gotta fight this heavy feeling that I feel somehow
Quickly feel myself backing away
Trying to muster up enough energy to play
It’s hard to have fun when you’re low
It’s hard to find joy in the midst of growth
It’s up to you to decide
Are you going to choose happiness
Or continue to let it hide ?
Spread your wings and fly.
by Olivia Moore | Nov 17, 2018 | poems, Poetry, Uncategorized
No one sees her when she’s crying
No one sees that deep inside she’s dying
Quickly sinking close to drowning
Sunrises give her the sign that it’s not her time
She stopped praying for eternal night
She’s trying to fight just to feel right
But no one sees
No one hears
They all flee
Come back when they have needs
Sorry the well has run dry
She doesn’t even have tears left to cry
Muthafuckin drought
Mind consumed with clouds of doubt
But others only care when she’s filled with sunshine
Want to be around as long as she doesn’t open up and pour out the dark side of her mind
She’ll be ok soon
Just let her be alone in her room
She’s just having a moment
Give her a minute
She’ll ask for help if she needs it
She always gets through it
Not my problem
Shit gets annoying
Why is she crying now
No one sees her
When will she accept that as fact?
Or is it fiction?
by Olivia Moore | Nov 14, 2018 | poems, Poetry, Uncategorized
Easily triggered
Just went from peace to rage
Feeling trapped in an emotional cage
Gotta take care of me is the underlying cause of my current mental state
Wishing someone would come along to make sure I eat
I need food on my plate
Take it literally or actual fact
Anger and resentment are present
Can’t deny that
I want this feeling to go away
Can’t function like this today
Gotta raise my vibration
Make the best of the situation
But right now I feel the need to turn my music full blast and fuck shit up
On a thin line between it’s all good and I don’t give a fuck
Breathing deeply fuels me
Gives me ammo to bust a hole in the wall
Trying desperately not to fall
Victim to these emotions
Be bigger than this queen
You gotta get through this
Accept that you have to do it
Get through it
Find a resolve
Ain’t no superhero or Thanos dissolve
Shit don’t go away with a snap
You gotta exhale the negative
And put in your solution cap
When will you see that your light is your superpower
Take a sec
Take a minute
And if necessary take an hour
Then take that step
The day just got here
Sun aint setting yet
Reset…
by Olivia Moore | Nov 12, 2018 | poems, Poetry, Uncategorized
sol·i·tar·y con·fine·ment
Seeking refinement
But my mind spirals to the sunken place
Tea used to be my remedy
But now I need a happy space
Someone pull me out of this hole
Overwhelming thoughts I can’t control
I can see but I feel so far away
Should I rest now and look forward to a brighter day
Frequent dreams filled with lucidity
Always something chasing me
Or I’m fighting to get free
Will there be rest for me?
