Revive Me

Revive Me

by | Apr 25, 2017 | Love or Infatuation I suppose..., Poetry

Trying desperately to raise my vibration
while simultaneously allowing myself to feel how i feel
hoping that someone can understand how i feel
I fought so hard to get to this point
so why do i feel this way?
Totally drained
depleted
semi numb
struggling to get through the day
I gotta keep writing until my thoughts are clear…
i’m accomplishing goals but i still feel left behind
on the outside i’m ok
but the real battle exist within my mind
It feels as if I’m at war with time
i’m losing my ability to live in the now
Anxious
Worried about picking up my girls on time
Dinner after 7
get home
Shower straight to bed
So many thoughts running through my head
It’s too soon to feel this way
It’s only been one week and a day
Mama told me to be strong and pray
I need to get sleep
but I can’t sleep knowing that tomorrow will be a repeat of today…
What happens to the artist who’s lost her creativity
She starts to conform , fit in
changes to fit the norms in society…
Someone please come place some lips on mine
breath some life in to me
hold mw tight
Please fill me with some good energy

Trapped

Trapped

by | Apr 14, 2016 | Love or Infatuation I suppose..., Poetry

I hate this and love this at the same time
Charge it to my Gemini mind
I love that we connect and communicate with ease
And when we hang out i’m comfortable being me

I must admit that I’m in a difficult space
Trapped in between loving being a really good friend
And wanting to call you just to sit with me to watch the day come to an end

I want to experience a sunset with you
Kick back and chill like we always do

But I also imagine nights of
massaging all of your cares away
While candles are burning and all of our favorite songs play

I imagine letting myself be uninhibited and free
And allowing you to do anything you desire to me

I imagine having silent conversations
I want you to know that I’m there
Even when I don’t have the words
You’ll know I care

I hope that you get these feelings I’m expressing
My intent isn’t to scare you or having you second guessing

Our friendship is dope
And I hope that doesn’t change
And I don’t want things to get weird
So please don’t look at me strange…