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sol·i·tar·y con·fine·ment

sol·i·tar·y con·fine·ment

sol·i·tar·y con·fine·ment Seeking refinement But my mind spirals to the sunken place Tea used to be my remedy But now I need a happy space Someone pull me out of this hole Overwhelming thoughts I can’t control I can see but I feel so far away Should I rest now and...

Get Free!

Get Free!

I swear on my life that music is the only thing that keeps me right Helps me find the words I can’t find to write I find myself wanting to push away friends Just to be alone with my own thoughts and feelings Some people avoid the pain and hard work that comes with...

Maintenance

Maintenance

I'm going to write until I feel right so here goes... Bed rest no rest not stressed recognizing I'm blessed but sad no less I need a moment to be held I know it will all be ok tired of the empty messages or folks offering to pray prayer won't remove this lump in my...

Still healing ….

Still healing ….

Currently struggling with finding a balance When to take care of myself And when to expect someone else to have a solution It’s tough when you’re the one that everyone turns to It’s hard when every comes to you because you always seem to know what to do Maybe I need...

Kid Cudi says Keep Moving Forward

Kid Cudi says Keep Moving Forward

  This message comes straight to you from the book of Kid Cudi. Album: Kids See Ghost Track:5 Reborn This morning I woke up hella frustrated and kinda overwhelmed by life shit. You know bills, work, and those pesky internal demons. The little loud guys that yell...

Whistle while you twerk

Whistle while you twerk

I have my moments when I feel super blah. Not much of a coffee drinker so sometimes I need a boost that doesn't make me feel loopy and wired. So what's my solution? I whistle while I twerk. It's no secret that I love music. All types of music! One of my favorite types...

It seems as if as soon as I clear a space something comes along and gets dumped in it  Causing me to do more work just to get it clear again Tired of feeling as if I’m not living life at my own pace  Tired of seeing my time improve  But still feeling as if I’m never...

Just because you can….doesn’t mean you have to

Just because you can….doesn’t mean you have to

So recently I've been on a journey to self-care. I'm not surprised when lessons come flying at me daily. I mean it's what I asked for right? Guidance, clarity, answers etc. Well here comes an aha moment bought to you by life. I like to call myself a problem solver....

High Risk

High Risk

Most see ultrasound pics and due dates and send congrats and well wishes. But what goes on inside the mind of the mama that’s considered “high risk”? Here’s a backstage tour : She cries at times because she feels so broken So abnormal She tries her best to mentally...

Good Morning

Good Morning

Manifesting the things you desire becomes easier once you learn how to be clear and direct with your request. The problem is most of us either don’t know what we want, don’t believe we will get what we desire, or have a hard time trusting. I can speak for myself. I...

She Hulk

She Hulk

The quest for mother of the year award is one that comes with those days when the weight of the world gets to you. It gets difficult to find your center and stay calm. Most times I can walk away and take a breath. But there are days when I have to fight extra hard in...

“Untitled”

“Untitled”

Some use titles just to fit in Others use them as a basis to self comprehend I prefer to fly free Taking every moment to get to know me Daily lessons Some harder to accept than others Striving to be strong like my pops But nurturing like my mother At times I feel so...