Currently struggling with finding a balance
When to take care of myself
And when to expect someone else to have a solution
It’s tough when you’re the one that everyone turns to
It’s hard when every comes to you because you always seem to know what to do
Maybe I need to manage my expectations
Or figure out a way to calm these rapid heart palpitations
People offer to take care of you But first you must tell them exactly what to do
Do you know how much mental work that takes ?
And every time someone shows me they they still don’t just know how to help me
My heart breaks How much more can one brain take ?
Who can I go to ask for solutions ?
The universe is so vast It doesn’t help that I’ve always had me
I took care of me in the past
What do you do when you desperately want that to change ?
What do you do when you want to naturally vibrate in a different range
These are my questions for today
Some say you should be still and pray
Others say the solution is to meditate
Perhaps both parties are on the right path
Maybe the best thing for me to do is be still and ask
Still healing ….
