You spend years thinking you have a clue
Holidays and traditions and routines are set in stone for you
Until it isn’t… then what do you do?
Do you get to force things to be how they used to be?
Do you focus on one year at a time?
Be present in your present reality
This will Be year 3 of semi-lonely holidays
Fighting myself from reverting to old ways
Pushing myself to travel to see family
Instead of taking the time to spend with me
Kids are with their other halves
Co-parenting can be a blessing
So no need for stressing
The kids have a chance to receive more love
Manifestations from my words that were sent above
Once again is me and he
Trying to get a handle on all that we see
Baby bop growing inside of me
Invites from new family
When will I see that I have a choice
I’m free
Tradition Free
